SPEAK BUT DON'T MAKE A SOUND

I'm just doing it slowly but surely.
I need to get used to it.

Scorpio

The bottom line
Your hyper-awareness of a relationship issue could be creating tension. Ease up.

In detail
Today one of your relationships will reach a crossroads -- although you might not have an awareness of it until you have already gone one way while they've gone the other. Don't let this growing sense of emotional distance make you lose hope, though. Sometimes people have to go off in their own direction to find what they need. This could be a temporary separation, you know. Roads that diverge can come back around again. Your relationship is not going to end.


Pisces
The bottom line
Relationship issues are on your mind today, but you have nothing to worry about.

In detail
Relationship issues might be on your mind, today, especially when you see problems arise in a partnership you've always admired. Their tensions will cause you start wondering 'If they can hit a rocky patch, what about us?' It's fine to think about it, but don't let it cloud over all your thinking today. Just because things could go wrong doesn't mean that they will go wrong. Before you start worrying and wringing your hands, wait until there is something to worry about.


I wished this would have linked in a better way. At least in a way I wanted but ohwells.

Anyone who knows where to get plain coloured tee shirts with pockets.
Please leave a comment, text me, email me.

Now I feel like running away and disappear, I want to take my ability of being able to feel.
Then it wouldn't hurt so much because I've a heart as hard as a stone. 
I'll be so tough, I won't feel anything. That's great.

It felt like forever for the past few days, it felt like I didn't know you(voice, face, habits)
It feels different, I feel different. No, we are different. We are changing every single
second, minute, hours, days, weeks, months, years, centuries etc.
But funny, change is the only oonstant.

I saw J yesterday and today! :) I was happy for a few good minutes.

I'm so tired, I miss the school's coffee I haven't had it for years hahaha no days plasma
tv got installed today yay but the screen so big daddy think the family blind mice hahah
get it three blind mice (me, dad, mom) I skipped school cause I couldn't sleep the night
before + it's thursday my most loved but hated module I ran campus relay today omg
knnkanasaikaobeinabei so damn tiring. I sprint the first half jog the second and sprint
again now there's blister on my left feet so pain mommy gonna bring me sports massage
yay oh look no puntuation again really shld quit this habit so boring I'm boring ok wanna
die because everything's killing me including myself self kill lol k bye.

I'm survivng school, floorball and everything else that concerns me.
Once again, coffee is my must haves and I didn't drink coffee yesterday
which explain the tiredness. There's something wrong with me. I eat
like a cow, I drink like one and I dnt bloody hell shit. No shit. + that is
the main reason to why my stomach is so big cause all the shit stored inside
hahahahahahaha. My left calf is bigger than my right HOW.

I'm just so tired everyday but I think that's good. I want to make myself damn tired
so that I won't have the energy left to think of other things but maybe just
enough energy for my sport but still damn tired at the end of the day......
I've got a feeling I can't sleep later. So distracted so depressed so angry.

Eyebags are declaring war with me. Weather declaring war with earth.

I see pictures of happy people, I feel sad cause I want to be happy too.
Want to be really happy, really really happy. Last time really happy 
now not happy why I also dnt knw why talking nonsense now cause gonna
be 2AM maybe because I tired too cranky causes unhappiness so maybe
I should sleep now ok so long entry so little puntuation again quit that
habit. I've one scratch and one cut, one on thigh one on knee ok bye.

Goodnight, 1:48AM greeting me warmly.

One single moment.